You Don't Know What You Got Till It's Gone....

and i found out the hard way!!

on the 1st feb, i woke (startled) to the sounds of my loverly mother shouting there is no internet or phoneline - had been cut off due to no payments from neither my mom, or dad!
so again we had to suffer the consequences of mum n dads divorce thing.. so from the 1st feb to the 4th we had to deal without the net, it was difficult as all we had was our mobiles for the internet, and it pretty much limits itself with what you can go on, so we stuck with Facebook - which was awful especially when it didnt want to always sign in and allow you to do anything on the site *sigh* i can tell you, i had been tempted various times to throw my phone out the window as it was just so frustrating, mainly because we have everything we require and need and want in front of us and we never second think things.
Makes you realise i few things tooo... such as

• how other people cope without
• how other people live without the things we have and they dont
• what its like to not have the things we have grown up with and made major parts of lives

the difficulty of not having them also gives bit more time for family - but in my case it was mainly just myself and my mom, and she spent most of her time moaning about facebook and i spent it watching dvds and trying to play the WII and PS2 as much as i could - but that still wasnt exactly good enough... but still..

Lets just hope now the internet will stay on with us, and we dont have to worry about it again - as selfish as it sounds!