is it worth it?

Relationships ...

are they worth it!?
personally i dont know, sometimes i know and feel and think yes, sometimes i not so sure.

i mean what exactly are the good things about having a boyfriend, and the bad points!?

I have a list of good and bad points that i have made from personal experiences over the last few years, but each person in some respects are different, whereas some are worse than others!

My Good Points:

• Hugs & Kisses
• Made Feel Special
• Dates
• Sex (sometimes can be a good thing)

Bad Points:

• Ex's can cause you problems
• Mixed feelings
• Sometimes can change when least expect it
• Cheating (which can become an issue)

Sometimes what makes it harder is the person you are and how you take and react to things, i for one take things to heart and badly and react differently to any normal person.
I hide away, run away and various other things. i for one cannot really stand up for myself.
I WILL however, say stuff over text or the internet that i wouldnt say in person because i am in some ways scared of conflict and well i try not to cause it so often, but there is always one person, just one person out there who wants to ruin something! and unfortunatly it always happens even to the best of people, and unfortunatly it cannot be stopped or changed.

Still.. after everything some people can come out stronger, better where as others will not come out of it 'sunny side up'

just ... what will happen to me, will it be worth it in the end, or will it end up in disaster like everything else in my life!?