well i am finally awake and more 'alive' than i was well have been for the past couple of days seen as how i been sleeping pretty much all the time on and off for the last couple of days .. silly really, i know, but i couldnt help it!
things never seem to be going right for me so i just feel like chucking the towels in and giving up on pretty much everything and pretty much everyone.
i wish that someone would have a proper daignosis for me, i been talking to my mate, and he now thinks that there could actually be Bipolar in there now other than BPD (borderline personality disorder) but i just dont know what to do or say because no one is going to listen to me other wise, i mean if people wanted to help then they would have done by now! :(
i dunno.. maybe i have Bipolar maybe i have BPD but still.. why is there no real diagnosis!?
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