i for some reason hate and know its sunday! and to make matters worse i was awake very very early this morning!
i am shattered to be honest, but i aint gonna sleep no more now!
i wonder what i shall do today... but i think i might actually work upon my websites seen as i have not actually touched any of them in a long while..
shall be interesting me thinks!!
I Started Up This Blog In 2009 Whilst I Struggled With My Mental Health Issues And Waited For A Diagnosis. Since Then I Finally Got My Diagnosis as BPD (Borderline Personality Disorder) Which Is Also Known As EUPD (Emotionally Unstable Personality Disorder) But I Prefer To Say BPD! Alongside My BPD I Have Depression, Anxiety Issues & Insomnia. This Blog Will Now Follow My Progress In Learning & Understanding BPD/EUPD And I Hope To Find & Helps Others Like Me!
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Sunday, March 7
Saturday, March 6
Thinking Of You With Love...
Thinking of my Nanny today..
She died March 6th 1996 of Breast Cancers, she was 55 when she died.
I was only 9 years old at the time, so i unfortnatly do not remember her much, all i have is the memory of her before she died, and the little things we did together when i was younger.
i dont remember how shed looked or anything anymore, all i have is a picture, to remind me of whom she was.
Dear Nanny,
14 years is a very long time, and i miss you and love you so much more each day.
There is never a day that passes that i wish you was still alive, with us now.. watching us all grow up and even see your
First Great-Granddaughter... Summer-Violet..
etc.
I wished for many times after you had gone to find a way to bring you back, rid you of your cancer and make you well again.. but unfortunatly i am not able to that, and i so wish i could!
So, for now, i have to sit here and try to think of things as they were, and wonder what it is like in heaven..
Hope your meet me on the other side Nan,
Love Always,
Samantha xxx
Rest In Peace
Nanny Lee
(22.06.1941 to 06.03.1996)
These images are the ones that i had created with PaintShop Pro over the last couple of years..
Love You Nan xx
Wednesday, February 10
What A Bitch....
Ok, so i made my first layout today! yay
and i think i might do them more often, so looks like i be making a page/website up about my layouts!
watch this space...
oh by way, what you think of new layout with the kisses!?
and i think i might do them more often, so looks like i be making a page/website up about my layouts!
watch this space...
oh by way, what you think of new layout with the kisses!?
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