Showing posts with label Cats. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Cats. Show all posts

Friday, August 3

It's Hard To Say Goodbye! Especially Twice In A Week...

The events over this last week have caught up with me as I have now started to process everything. It's been hard because I never thought that any of this would happen.. And even if you was expecting it, it still doesn't hurt anymore than it should.

I say this because my friends family have lost 2 cats in a week! This broke my heart into millions of pieces as I am a cat person I always have been, I like dogs but I prefer cats!

23rd/24th July.
I stayed over at my friends house as we were going shopping next day with my mum and sister. And all of a sudden just before midnight there was a knock at the door and one of the dogs called Maisie started barking and my friend just told her off and I said no someone is knocking at the door. Eventually she got up to see what was going on and someone knocked the door saying they have found a black and white cat that looks like has been hit by a car. I was like whats going on and waited for her to come back and then her neighbour came in because they knocked her door first and they wasn't sure if it was their cat or one of my friends. I went out there to see what I could do and was asked to check to see if it was Socks and I looked down and my heart broke because he was laying in the path not moving. My friend rang the vet to ask them to double check it was him as their cats are microchipped. We waited for the vet to let us in and he was leaking fluid which meant that he had gone in her arms before we got him to the vet :( as soon as we went in the lady scanned him with the micro chip checker and as soon as she said "it's Socks" that was it I broke down more and then we had to leave him there because she couldnt take him home at that time because of the dogs and other cats. So they kept him safe for her.
As soon as I got back into the car I went into shock, I wasn't paying attention, I was staring and just sobbing. Because I had just been having cuddles with him that day and I got him in because the dozy cat went out the front when he shouldn't be out there so I called him in through the window..
He was only 8 years old he was still a baby pretty much, and few days after I was still expecting this fat cat to come up to me meowing at me for attention and barely leaving my side!
Can't believe this beautiful cat has gone :(

Socks Curled Up Next To Me
Socks Watching Us Play Cards

30th July
Monday was the day that we had to say Goodbye to their gorgeous cat Mischief. He was an old cat, he was 16 and he was a very special cat. About 4-5 years ago he was in a car accident and they were on the way to the vet to have him put down. But the Vet was new and she offered to amputate his leg if they paid for his anesthetic etc. They told my friends family that he would be limited on what he can do etc. one of them was telling them he would never jump a 6ft fence again, but he did! He didn't do much the last few months as he started to go blind.. Because his eyes didn't change with the light. So I used to help him get outside by getting him to smell me and guide him slowly.
He got put to sleep because the day before I noticed that one of his eyes was bleeding and it turned out his eye started to sink into his head :( I left him at 10pm after playing cards with my friend her dad and Gran. I put Mischief up on to a comfy chair next to him so he wasn't alone, eventually he decided he didnt want to stay indoors so he put himself back outside where he always slept all day and night. Later that even I was talking to my friends sister and niece and they said that his eye had got worse within a couple of hours :( I got the message during the day Monday that he was booked in with the vet to be put to sleep.. We all said our goodbyes before they left. I picked him up and cradled him and cried and gave him a kiss. I had to put him in the cat box so they could go.
After about half an hour I got a call from my friend in tears because Mischief just went peacefully and that he had no fight left in him so he knew it was his time to go. She also mentioned the vet that put him to sleep was the same vet who did his operation to amputate his leg. She was also in tears bless her and had to get the help from one of the nurses because she was a mess. She even said that she was going to take a 5min break to gather herself.
I comforted my friends dad as he was heart broken. He didn't realise how much it was gonna hit him about loosing both the cats in a week! So I sat with him and gave him a hug and we had a scotch and lemonade and we sat down and talked about it all. He has sworn he never wants another cat because it hurts too much when they pass and said that he wanted a budgie! I was like really, you don't like things that fly!? With that he said he knew and chuckled. I mentioned it to my friend when she rung me and told her mum and sister and they chuckled as well.
When everyone came back we stood in the garden as a family crying together and supporting each other. I remember the day Mischief and his brother Felix came into their family as kittens, and they both used to love sleeping on me one in my lap and one on my chest. They are beautiful and loving cats. Mischief always used to comfort me when I was feeling low.. And I am gonna miss him so much!!


Mischief Sitting With Me
Whilst I Play Cards
Mischief Came To Gave Me Cuddles
When I Was Feeling Down

All this has taken its toll on me and I haven't been able to process it all till now and I am finding it difficult still to this day and it is only Friday!
These beautiful cats are loved and missed <3 p="">

Thursday, March 10

I gotta get me one of these..


This is one of the most cutest things i have watched on youtube today!
I love cats & kittens! they're adorable, i dont know what i would do without my cats i have here..

Only trouble is, these videos of kittens are making me broody! 

Thursday, February 24

Tattoo, Tattoo, Tattoo...?

So i have been thinking for a while that i want a tattoo, well admittedly i have always liked the idea of having one, so i would like one now!
Except, i want something that is meaningful to me. something that represents something..

So thats where i have got stuck.

I have come to the conclusion i would love to have 3 tattoo's!
(yes three)

The main one i want is for Billie, no matter what people say and think, he/she was still apart of me for 3 months regardless..!

So, for him/her i am thinking of..
- a letter B with angel wings
- a chinese symbol of Angel
- Billie in chinese symbols
- a star with a letter B in the middle

....ok the possibilities are endless, oops! hehe
But still, at least that would be meaningful, to me.

2nd
Is to represent my Nan, whom died of breast cancer in 1996.
So i would love to have a pink ribbon with her name and dates somewhere on my body

3rd
is to represent my love for cats, which would also go towards my 3 i have now, including our beloved Lucky whom died few years back, also Whiskers my nan's cat..

Hmmm....

Well, i have myself plenty of ideas now! so i think i will just print them off, and get out the art book and start drawing and designing myself..

Woop Woop

so exciting, i might actually get my arse in gear this time, i hope!!

teehee

Tuesday, November 2

Fainting Goat Disease In Kittens..


This is a follow up from my last Blog "Fainting Goat Disease In Kittens.."

I thought i would check back and see what the progress was on Charlie (the tabby) as they'd lost poor little Spike (black n white).
I was shocked and upset to learn that little Charlie also lost his life on 30th October 2010, not long after Spike had battled to keep his.

I found the update on the youtube video, the one i posted in the blog before a couple of days ago, and saw they'd made this memorial video.. its such a shame, and a big loss i feel for the couple whom owned them both and looked after them regardless of the illness..
Such a gorgeous little pair, so loving and affectionate towards them both

I was reading the description again, i couldnt bring myself to watch the video this time around although i had seen it few times before, but the look on their tiny faces was heart breaking enough..
this is what the description said:
" charlie and spike are two kittens with myotonia congenita, otherwise known as 'fainting goat' syndrome. at the slightest sound or movement, the kittens respond by collapsing and falling into a rigid paralysis which lasts about a minute before they return to normal.If a pin drops they drop too. This condition has hardly ever before been diagnosed in a cat, is rarely found in dogs and is more common in goats. The kittens are able to walk, but they cannot run or jump. aside from this they are normal. 
Sad to report that the black and white kitten (spike) died on 27th october from respiratory failure. thanks for all the kind messages. comments enabled once again as duplicate videos are appearing. this is the original
Sunday 31/10 - I'm devastated to report that Charlie (tabby cat ) died in my arms last night. we are in a state of shock and disbelief at this. During the short time we had them, both Charlie and Spike touched our lives in a way that we never expected. We had a plan for treatment with drugs, approved by the Royal Veterinary College at Potters Bar, but there was a worry that the drug might be immediately fatal while the boys were so small. We were due to start on monday. I had prepared a second film which I have now posted to you tube dedicated to their memory. thanks again for all the kind comments you have posted. Ed & Becky x
1/11 update:
a duplicate video appeared on you tube, with gun shot sounds synced to Charlie's falls. I though this was OK initially, but given that Charlie has subsequently died, I requested YT remove it, and they have done so. The RVC were not impressed by it at all. "


I cant believe someone would be so cruel as to do the sound effects on something like this, i mean they didnt ask to be born like it.. unfortuneatly it happened.


   ♥   R.I.P Spike & Charlie      

Thursday, October 28

" Fainting Goat " in Kittens...

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Last night i was flicking through Facebook on my Ipod not long after i turned off my laptop, as i got a notification saying my friend Jacki from the states had sent me a message..
I then went through my News feed to find someone had posted a video called * Fainting Goat Kittens * wondered what it was all about, so i tapped to view the video then opened up full screen.. i watched it and i chuckled and laughed as i thought it was funny...
It wasnt until i after i watched it and read the description and saw that they had a condition i felt really bad, for laughing and bad for the kittens, so i watched it again.. watched thinking at how they must feel at not being able to do anything a normal cat would do like explore etc. because they just cant do anything without fainting every so often that didnt last long...
After watching it the second time i re-read the description this time properly and i saw that the Black & White one, Spike had died from complications due to this illness.. it was very sad, so i watched it again for the 3rd time, and this time my heart opened and out came floods of tears!
They were baby kittens.. soo cute, and to see them together and then hear one of them had died just made my heart break!!!

I thought i would share the video on here, partly because i wanted to express myself about this video.. and because i wanted other people to see this, whom are not on my facebook or have never actually heard about this before!

Still thinking about these two kittens today, i can just see their tiny bodies walk few paces then seize up and fall the floor in a blink of an eye!

♥   R.I.P Spike.. Sleep Well