And what a day i had!!!!
My birthday was actually yesterday - friday 13th may, but i was so busy yesterday that i never got to post anything. Plus by the time i got home, i was kinda drunk! hehe
At my mums pub, i drank a whole bottle of some shot stuff called Cola Cubes with coke, with my sister including about 10 shots..!! holy crap..! lol i am writing this with a slight headache but i have in fact just had packet of crisps and took some ibuprofen, just waiting it to start easing off a bit.
I spent the day with mum and my sister.. and then evening at mums pub with my sister and mum and brother :) then my mums partner came along bit later..
I got few cards from friends :) and family, just waiting to hear about seeing my dad...
Got some really nice stuff, including mum paying for me to have my tattoo done!! woop woop
Gonna chill out now for the day as im knackered from the night before, and supposed to be going out tonight too!! gonna be fun fun fun! :)
I Started Up This Blog In 2009 Whilst I Struggled With My Mental Health Issues And Waited For A Diagnosis. Since Then I Finally Got My Diagnosis as BPD (Borderline Personality Disorder) Which Is Also Known As EUPD (Emotionally Unstable Personality Disorder) But I Prefer To Say BPD! Alongside My BPD I Have Depression, Anxiety Issues & Insomnia. This Blog Will Now Follow My Progress In Learning & Understanding BPD/EUPD And I Hope To Find & Helps Others Like Me!
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Saturday, May 14
Saturday, March 6
Fun.. Fun.. Fun...
Today after spending the day in bed being ill.. i went out with my other half and his kids! :)
was kinda nice actually.. but have to admit it bit hard, when they not my own! i felt bit sad today because although its good "practise" they aint mine.. and well watching them all 'playfight' etc. it kinda makes me sad because i feel bit like outcast.. probs silly.. just i wish i had a child who wanna play with me.. one of his kids aint too bad... i was getting hugs from one of them and spent the day playing with her.. and pushing around in pushchair..!
I did get some picture's as did my other half and done some funny videos that was cool.. :)
still.. to end this day i got a phone call from the Hospital telling me that they would like me to go back on the 11th for my last (possible final) blood test... just to make sure that my hormone levels go back to normal and there was no problems with my results which means i dont have to have another Injection for the termination because it has done what it was meant to do.. so thats kinda good i guess.
was kinda nice actually.. but have to admit it bit hard, when they not my own! i felt bit sad today because although its good "practise" they aint mine.. and well watching them all 'playfight' etc. it kinda makes me sad because i feel bit like outcast.. probs silly.. just i wish i had a child who wanna play with me.. one of his kids aint too bad... i was getting hugs from one of them and spent the day playing with her.. and pushing around in pushchair..!
I did get some picture's as did my other half and done some funny videos that was cool.. :)
still.. to end this day i got a phone call from the Hospital telling me that they would like me to go back on the 11th for my last (possible final) blood test... just to make sure that my hormone levels go back to normal and there was no problems with my results which means i dont have to have another Injection for the termination because it has done what it was meant to do.. so thats kinda good i guess.
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Saturday, November 28
My Brothers 17th Birthday
Here are some pictures that was taken on my brothers birthday tea that my mum held for him, that was meant to be a bit of a suprise, but i was running late, as i fell asleep in the bath *oops* but still my brother had a good time, despite dad, but hey.. as i keep telling everyone we have each other and thats all we need, and if dad doesnt want much to do with us then so be it, it aint out loss's at the end of the day thats his... but anyway, here are some pictures that was taken.
Dan (My Brother) with Mum Holding Birthday Gateaux:
This Is My Cousin Amy With Summer (her daughter) And Me:
This is My Mum With Summer:
This Is Dan (my brother) With Summer:
This Is Becci (my sister) With Summer:
This Is Me With Summer:
We had fun despite a few missing guests and few missing family members, but we had a few laughs and few tears, but still was nice having the family together for a tea.
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