Meghan Trainor - All About That Bass

I think it might be safe to say that I have found a new song that I am addicted to this year! Don't know what it is about this year, but there are actually a few good songs in the chart which is a surprise Personally, I have found that some of the songs in the chart are crap or are just noise, and me being me prefers to listen to songs that were bought out in the 70s or 80's etc.
But this one is brilliant, it is nice that she's sung a song to help make us 'bigger girls' feel a little more better about ourselves! I know it does me :)

Me And My Broken Heart...

Rixton - Me And My Broken Heart

This is a current song that is in the chart that I am addicted too!!

Magic - Rude

Magic - Rude.

This song is currently stuck in my head and it is driving me mad!!

Such an awesome song, I could listen to this all day every day.. It is quite strange for me to like something in our current Top 40 UK!

I am a massive 80's music fan, and most of the stuff that is currently being released is crap compared to what music was like back then - and I am only 27!!!

Have to admit, that most of the 80's songs that were written didn't contain any swear words, or wasn't about Sex, Drugs etc. 

xx Happy Valentines Day xx

I just wanted to leave a blog post, wishing everyone out there a

Happy Valentines Day

I hope everyone is having/had a lovely day..

I am yet to find out if i receive anything this year...!!!

lol

Still, i dont really need Valentines Day to prove/show my other half i love him...

Valentine's Day

The Sing-A-Ma-Jigs - Valentine's Day

Ghirardelli Chocolate Valentine's Day Heart Gift Tin, 7.19 oz.

My Pillow Pet Red And White Valentine Dog

Sex Scratchers: 100 Sexy Lottery Tickets to Scratch and Win!

KISS ME VALENTINE DECOR

24 Itty Bitty Miniature VALENTINE/HEART Rubber Ducks/DUCKIES/NEW/DOZEN/Sweetheart/LOVE

Thinking Of You With Love...

Thinking of my Nanny today..

She died March 6th 1996 of Breast Cancers, she was 55 when she died.

I was only 9 years old at the time, so i unfortnatly do not remember her much, all i have is the memory of her before she died, and the little things we did together when i was younger.

i dont remember how shed looked or anything anymore, all i have is a picture, to remind me of whom she was.

Dear Nanny,

14 years is a very long time, and i miss you and love you so much more each day.

There is never a day that passes that i wish you was still alive, with us now.. watching us all grow up and even see your

First Great-Granddaughter... Summer-Violet..

etc.

I wished for many times after you had gone to find a way to bring you back, rid you of your cancer and make you well again.. but unfortunatly i am not able to that, and i so wish i could!

So, for now, i have to sit here and try to think of things as they were, and wonder what it is like in heaven..

Hope your meet me on the other side Nan,

Love Always, 

Samantha xxx

Rest In Peace

Nanny Lee

(22.06.1941 to 06.03.1996)

These images are the ones that i had created with PaintShop Pro over the last couple of years..

Love You Nan xx

Today I Am Loving...

Boyzone - When All Is Said And Done album!

Bought on www.play.com a few weeks ago for just £2.99!!!

..i love this album i did have it on cassette but now i own it on CD woopwoop

Here are the songs on the album on youtube:

Oh Carol is not on YouTube (yet .. if i have my way it will be on....)

Sorry that some of these are live versions, or crappy quality but i couldnt find anything decent!

1st March

what to say about today....?
had a bad nights sleep... and got up early-ish to go to the hospital for my blood test to see if my hormones are decreasing yet, got my second one thursday and then shall decide if i need the second injection....
and spent the day with the other half in Chichester wondering around bit going in and out of shops

even went to see my mummy at work today =) which was fun!

hasnt been all that bad today, even if i did sit in mcdonalds and i felt sad and i still feel it now writing this, but i should realise and know that i did the right thing, but i still feel and wish that my baby was IN my WOMB and nowhere else and i would be happy and able to say YAY I PREGNANT........... but no!! :(
its hard and i keep upsetting myself half the time, but i just wish that i had my own baby my own chance to do something good and be a mom like everyone else i know!

Trying To Get Into The Christmas Spirit..... again..

So i have been bored out of my brains, i mean very board, at first i had my brother annoying me for hours on end, till he finally went to Bristol to stay with his girlfriend.. and my sister has been at work.. so it has just been me and my dad - and i cant tell you just how boring it was, hardly anything to do, nothing on tv.. sky is crap, nearly/over 1,000 channells and bugger all on to watch, just crazy! - although i did watch 'Yes Man' with my brother this morning (see other blog).

Eventually my dad did decide to watch a film, and we watched National Lampoon's Christmas Vacation.

 

...such a funny film.. i loved it, even though i had seen it before lol

however, now at this moment i am writing this blog, i am actually sitting in the sofa, watching Love Actually on ITV (i believe)...

 

 

I am also chilling out drinking a glass of baileys and ice..

although i shouldnt really.. as i am on anti depressants, but i just dont know what it is but i just cant stick to them, i just keep giving up! =( i strongly feel nothing is working, nothing settles me, and nothing certainly has made any difference in the last 3 months - even if i do keep giving up and everything... oops!