Showing posts with label stupid. Show all posts
Showing posts with label stupid. Show all posts

Friday, October 29

Happy Halloween..

Ok I Know It Is Bit Early.. And It Is A Bit Stupid And Rubbish.. But Here It Is:





Once upon a time there was a little ghost who wanted to go out haunting for halloween but didnt have anything to wear. So he went to all the other ghosts to see if he could borrow a costume, but he had to stay home because nobody gave a sheet!!

Happy Halloween
XxxXxxX


Saturday, March 13

oh my god... what ever next..

When will this shit end..!?
grr seriously this girl is mental.. threatening me first to have me beaten up and then to have me taken away by pyshchiatrists & men in white coats.. and now the police.. what ever next...?
..i dont get it.. i mean it ok her telling us she fed up being treated like shit or told kill herself but in fact it is the other way around..
i am being threatened with:
- pyschiatrists and the men in white coats to take me away
- be beaten up by various people
- and now being in trouble with the police...
...is she having a laugh?
she is a mental case.. rings up constantly .. texts all the time, claims she is pregnant, claims she has having abortions and miscarriages etc. 
she is telling me that i am to blame for everything that is going wrong in her life - yet she is the one causing all the problems!
i was awake till very late last night in a state for what she has been saying and doing to me, and now i have to change my mobile number to get rid of the sad individual.. and i believe me other half now has to do the same!
Its ok her telling me how much of a nut job i am for what i have done, and the violence streaks i have that dont come out all the time
but she wasnt so quick to start a fight herself when she was here a few months ago because she didnt like it she was told to leave and didnt like it she was told she was not wanted but insisted she HAD to stay because she was covered in bruises - but she had no markings on her at all my other half did! 

i swear she sets the police on me, then fine! i can get her into far more shit.. plus she is supposed to work with kids in a nursery in chichester....!? seriously if she acts like this all the time then aint them kids in danger themselves!?
I have never ever come into this sort of trouble ever in my life! 
this girl has ruined her own life for being such a dickhead and ruining friendships and relationships! 

she has been hanging around in the darkness for almost 2 years now, and she still doesnt get that it aint her he wants it is me but she insists otherwise claiming she has all this evidence but never proves anything!

Why is it me who is being targetted for this nonsense... i have not done a thing wrong to her - everything i have said about her and the way she acts and what is going on she is jealous.. but no she wont admit it she says all the time
"why would i be jealous of a retard like you"
and then why call me a retard!? how am i a retard..?
...aint that offensive to people who do have proper problems etc...!?

I have Borderline Personality Disorder..
and the thing that she does and say and everything make me change within seconds! i am frantically typing at my laptop writing this because i am so darn angry at her and for what she is doing and causing!
I just hope that when tim and i do get married she realise she has lost and fuck off and ruin someone elses life! 

I do not want to live the next 10, 20 years with some idiot like her who wont let go because she has no one else to fall back on, no one else wants her because of the way she is!

...garentee i get told that all this is me none of it her etc. - thing is i have all the recordings on the phones from what she says about me to me one answer machines! 
maybe i should post a cd of her screams and shouts down the phone, stupid threats and send them to her work

People say i am a psycho.. but no one actually knows what i and my other half have to deal with!

Maybe its her who needs be sectioned, taken away or whatever ... she is the one who threatens to kill herself because she cant get what she wants!
oh but then again, she does in the end, and that is stupid attention!!!

i am so angry its un true! thanks to her i now do not feel safe anywhere, she says she knows where my mum lives, she knows where my other half lives... no one or nothing is safe anymore!!
 
if anyone has any suggestions, help or ideas then please get in touch!

I cant cope with any of this anymore, and i seriously do not have a clue on what to do anymore! its beyond a joke!

Why Are People Cruel & Heartless....?

Today..

I am being blamed for ruining someones life, when i have done nothing to this person in question.
For months and months and months she has been told where to go and to leave me alone etc. but she ignores mine and tims requests and turning it around to say that he doesnt want me and he wants her etc. and thats how it goes..
Tonight i have been told that i will have killed two babies...
but i genuinly cannot see how i have done this, i am the one who has been recieving messages saying stuff like:
"im going to abort my baby just to keep you happy"
"i am taking all my tablets just to make you happy"
..she keeps threatening me with killing her self etc, and blaming it all on me, i do not understand why...

It aint my fault that tim doesnt want her,

but because she knows of my BPD(borderline personality disorder) & Anxiety & Depression.. she now knows about the baby i have just lost.. etc.
she knows that she can get to me because of the way i am!

she has sent me a picture tonight of what is meant to be her baby ... telling me that it was that that i would be killing!

i am distraught and very mixed up and confused, how can someone put that amount of pressure on someone..
i myself do not know if i am coming or going as it is let alone having some mental case telling me i am killing her baby

i've also recieved endless amounts of threats to be beaten to a pulp... and everything

=(

i am genuinely feeling fed up...
fed up with being threatened to be beaten to a pulp
fed up being the reason why someone is aborting their baby
fed up with being the reason why she has to cause problems
i aint exactly done anything to her, it aint my fault that tim dont want her... is it!?


i am so confused.. distraught.. scared.. mixed up...