Fireflies - Owl City

This is the song that I was listening to a lot when I lost my baby 10 years ago. It came out in 2009 but I was still listening to it for months after. And it was in my playlist when I was busing it too and from the hospital and I haven't really listened to it since.
A few weeks ago I was out with a friend and I was sitting in the car thinking about things and this came on the radio! It was weird because I had this weird feeling and then out of nowhere the songs plays on the radio after all these years..

Meghan Trainor - All About That Bass

I think it might be safe to say that I have found a new song that I am addicted to this year! Don't know what it is about this year, but there are actually a few good songs in the chart which is a surprise Personally, I have found that some of the songs in the chart are crap or are just noise, and me being me prefers to listen to songs that were bought out in the 70s or 80's etc.
But this one is brilliant, it is nice that she's sung a song to help make us 'bigger girls' feel a little more better about ourselves! I know it does me :)

Me And My Broken Heart...

Rixton - Me And My Broken Heart

This is a current song that is in the chart that I am addicted too!!

Magic - Rude

Magic - Rude.

This song is currently stuck in my head and it is driving me mad!!

Such an awesome song, I could listen to this all day every day.. It is quite strange for me to like something in our current Top 40 UK!

I am a massive 80's music fan, and most of the stuff that is currently being released is crap compared to what music was like back then - and I am only 27!!!

Have to admit, that most of the 80's songs that were written didn't contain any swear words, or wasn't about Sex, Drugs etc. 

Hole In My Shoe

Ha Ha Ha .. LOVE this song right now!!

=)

Rest In Peace x

Tonight, I've learnt that Robin Gibb from The BeeGee's has passed away, from Liver and Colon Cancer.. I've kind of been following his story on the internet news sites reading about it.

Donna Summer, also passed away just 3 days ago, also from Lung Cancer..

Here are a couple of my favourite BeeGee's songs..:

You Win Again:


Celine Dion Feat. Bee Gees - Immortality


I don't know much Donna Summer music, except for this one:

Hot Stuff



Rest In Peace Robin & Donna
<3

Empire Of The Sun - Walking On A Dream

I am currently addicted to this song, I have it playing in my Spotify play list as i type!!

I am going to need to get it and put it on my phone/Ipod!!

My Immortal - Evanescence

"I'm so tired of being here, suppressed by all my childish fears

And if you have to leave, I wish that you would just leave

Your presence still lingers here and it won't leave me alone

These wounds won't seem to heal, this pain is just too real

There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears

When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears

And I held your hand through all of these years

But you still have all of me

You used to captivate me by your resonating light

Now, I'm bound by the life you left behind

Your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams

Your voice it chased away all the sanity in me

These wounds won't seem to heal, this pain is just too real

There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears

When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears

And I held your hand through all of these years

But you still have all of me

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone

But though you're still with me, I've been alone all along

When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears

When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears

And I held your hand through all of these years

But you still have all of me, me, me"

[From: http://www.elyrics.net/read/e/evanescence-lyrics/my-immortal-lyrics.html]






Again, this is another song that means something to me, such a wonderful song and very well expressed, Amy Lee is such a wonderful singer, i dont know what i would do if i had never been entered into the world of 


...EVANESCENCE...


God, I Love This Song...

Seether & Amy Lee - Broken

I love this song, i never really saw myself liking this sort of music, but i ended up enjoying it, but i kinda feel that this song as some meaning to how i feel sometimes,

I am broken...

In more ways than one really, but i cant express myself as to how i think or how i feel as though i am broken, which sucks!
I wish i could, but then how do i know if someone is going to listen, or understand for that matter!!

Still, i love this song, and thought i should share!

Let It Rip..

Ok.. so tonight i have spent about an hour, maybe bit more on ripping cds into mp3 format for my laptop drive so i can put the musics on to my Ipod Touch

I done the cds i bought in a charity shop the other day (50p i paid each cd)

Blue - All Rise

Offspring - Conspiracy Of One

Offspring Americana

S Club 7 - 7

Savage Garden - Affirmation

Ne-Yo - Year Of The Gentlemen

Keane - Hopes & Fears

No Doubt - The Singles 1992-2003

Crowded House - The Very Best Of

Lemar - Dedicated

Now 31

Street Vibes

Quite a wide selection of music, dont you think lol

I love my music.. what more can i say =)

Mind you, this aint including what sort of music i already have of my Ipod!

The Vagina Song...!

Ok, so i know this is a mad thing to post and talk about, but i think it is wicked.. its sooo catchy!!

Barracuda - Heart

At the moment i am constantly playing:

I am listening to this all the time on my phone when i start up the mp3 player i seem to keep loading up this one first

=)

Today I Am Loving...

Boyzone - When All Is Said And Done album!

Bought on www.play.com a few weeks ago for just £2.99!!!

..i love this album i did have it on cassette but now i own it on CD woopwoop

Here are the songs on the album on youtube:

Oh Carol is not on YouTube (yet .. if i have my way it will be on....)

Sorry that some of these are live versions, or crappy quality but i couldnt find anything decent!

My Friend's Gig...

So, last night i actually went out, i mean went out out ... i went out to the Unicorn Pub in bognor, and watched my friend play his guitar and sing - LIVE!
i have not been out to see him in a long while, due to not going out much and staying indoors.

I really enjoyed it, and he was amazing!!!

 

^^ This Is Paul ^^

^^ Michelle & Jenny ^^

 

^^ This Is Me With Paul ^^

 

^^ This is a random picture of me, thought i would share ^^

.. i had a really good evening, despite the problems i have within my self at the moment (personal ones) and i couldnt drink because of them, but still i had a good time, and cant wait till it comes about again really..!

Songs I'm Loving This Week..

i love this video & song.. not sure why? lol still its great..

i Love this song soo much - its even my ringtone on my phone at the moment =)

Enola Gay.. fab song!! LOVE it

Christmas...

 

 

(these are some xmas images i made with paintshop pro couple of years ago i thought i would share as we are on the topic of christmas at the moment)

Oh my, i cant believe how close we now are to christmas, and i am very concerned.. as i have no money, and where i has no stamps i aint sent off my sick notes for my ESA so i cannot get any money until they recieve, so that means i prob wont get no pennies now until after xmas! :(

...i suppose it aint TOOOO bad, i mean at least i can go out with my mum, brother and sister and give them monies 2 spend so they can buy what they want, as i aint got a clue what to get them weather i had the monies or not! lol

i have a christmas cd on my laptop, the now xmas one! and everytime a christmas song comes on i skip it.. but apart of me wants to watch my xmas disney dvds - just i aint got a clue where the hell i put them - oops - but i does have one in the cupboard, so 1 out of 6 aint too bad, right!? lol

i might just dig out ALL my dvds shortly and bring out the christmas ones and sit in the front room with the fire on and my laptop with me watching christmas movies tonight, i dunno why but apart of me is dreading it, and apart of me aint! but now i wanna watch the xmas dvds i own so i am going to have to go off and find them me thinks!? lol

Oh here is a picture that i made earlier on this afternoon.. was to be a background for my website but i aint gonna get my websites done in time for them to be made christmassy *sobs* but at least i can get them ready for next year ha ha ha

And here is a gorgeous Christmas Cat i just HAVE to share because i love it and is also my display picture on my facebook :) sooo cute...

ohh and some candles and some tinsel etc.

....ok maybe i am slightly looking forward to christmas...MAYBE....

Videos I Listen To When Down..

I love this one because it reminds me alot of my Nan, bcoz she wasnt getting better when she had cancer.. plus it is how i feel now, the drugs dont work (well my antidepressants)


I listen to this one alot as it kind of reminds me not how BAD my childhood was, but because of the problems i have had made it difficult