Monday, December 21

Films, Films & More Films....

So after my last post i watched, well listened/watched more films on sky, i was watching various of films, one of them being:

A Christmas Wedding..
that was ok.. was about some girl who was travelling back to get married on xmas day encountering problems and helping others before herself on christmas..
enjoyed that one!



27 Dresses..
that was a good one also, i had been wanting to watch for a while, but i managed to catch it on sky not long after " A Christmas Wedding " ..!


 


The House Bunny..
omg i love this film.. is from the makers of Scary Movie if i remember rightly.. but is about a PlayBoy Bunny =) really funny and very cool..

 
 


Ferris Bulliers Day Off..
..nothing beats a nice 1980's film with Matthew Broderick in *drools*.. really good and funny have seen this few times before, but still is good film to watch..

 
 




and to finish up for my blog i started to watch the end (unfortunatly) of Mickey's Once Upon A Christmas on the Disney Chanell.. i love this film, i have it and Mickey's Twice Upon A Christmas on dvd also, but when i tried to watch the other day i couldnt get my dvd to work *sigh*






.. i am now doing the reciepts i have done 2008 - 2009 woop woop..
still got some more 2 do though due to needing to do their small reciepts! :)

Nice Weather For Ducks...

Well i woke this morning to find it had snowed some more, not alot just enough to cover outside and make it look whiter.. but by the time i eventually went outside for a cigarette it was just wet and looked icey up the drive, so i guess it had been raining either alot or slightly to give it that 'glazed' icey look?
Still i went out for a cigarette staring at the house wondering what would happen in a few months time, as both mum n dad have different ideas about it all .. and i was thinking what should be done for the best, and well i strongly feel that none of us should have the house, and that we pack it up and move when the time is ready.. for there are loads of memories in this house, good and bad, and well i think that someone else should have their chance on making their memories good or bad hear instead of living in the house from which mum n dad split up in etc.
but i guess thats down to mum n dad at the end of the day, but if either of them had any sense, any sense at all they would do the house up, make it look clean and perfect and then get it evaluated, and then just work out sensibly what to do with it instead of fighting against each other for the house!
i am watching tv and trying really hard to focus and concentrate on the stuff i am meant to be helping my friend on, but what with whats going on around us is just making everything difficult and i feel so uncomfortable here.. its not like a home anymore, partly because i keep leaving and coming back, but more so the atmosphere and the uncomfortableness that has arrised from the parents splitting up and making snide remarks about each other - i just feel as though i am stuck smack bang in the middle all the time it aint fair! :(

Sunday, December 20

Proof.. Life's Too Short...

I have just a few mins ago found out that Brittany Murphy one of my Favourite Actress's has died.. i am gob smacked.. she was only 32 and online some are saying its a Heart Attack...


 



She has stared in the films i have watched and love:
Clueless
Don't Say A Word
Just Married
and many more can be found here.

I just cant believe it, i mean it aint just her that has been taken from us this year, if you think about it there was:

Micheal Jackson



Wendy Richards




Jade Goody



Stephen Gatley



Patrick Swayzee




and few more..!

its just sad.. she was soo hott and gorgeous and a brilliant actress.. cant believe she aint gonna be staring in anymore films *sigh*

Oh What A Day....

talk about BORED BORED BORED...

.. argh ..

i can concentrate on anything, i cant focus, i cant do what i need to do to help a friend, nothing! i just dont understand it.. i am constantly frustrated i just dont understand .. including talking too much moving around to much and not sitting still everything..!!

I have watched a few more movies/dvds & tv programmes today though, so i cannot complain, too much guess..?
watched Carry On Christmas 1973 then the Carry On Christmas 1972 version after, The Mummy, Journey To The Centre Of The Earth, and now i am watched Inkheart, all on my own.. boring huh!?

i am also finding it difficult to still try and get into the christmas spirit too... god knows why but i just am! awful awful awful...!

i wish i could stop fidgeting, playing withmy hair, itching, scratching,moving, kicking my feet and legs etc.

Ohhhh the boredem..

god i am so board! its unbelievable.. there is like nothing to do.. i am tired still due to not sleeping, and the thought of nothing to do is frustrating..
for some reason i am watching some crap that my father put on - samson and delilah - it aint too bad i suppose.. but it is kinda boring to be honest..

i just dont know what to do its so borrrrrring and stuff..

Saturday, December 19

Trying To Get Into The Christmas Spirit..... again..

So i have been bored out of my brains, i mean very board, at first i had my brother annoying me for hours on end, till he finally went to Bristol to stay with his girlfriend.. and my sister has been at work.. so it has just been me and my dad - and i cant tell you just how boring it was, hardly anything to do, nothing on tv.. sky is crap, nearly/over 1,000 channells and bugger all on to watch, just crazy! - although i did watch 'Yes Man' with my brother this morning (see other blog).
Eventually my dad did decide to watch a film, and we watched National Lampoon's Christmas Vacation.






 
...such a funny film.. i loved it, even though i had seen it before lol


however, now at this moment i am writing this blog, i am actually sitting in the sofa, watching Love Actually on ITV (i believe)...


 
 
I am also chilling out drinking a glass of baileys and ice..


although i shouldnt really.. as i am on anti depressants, but i just dont know what it is but i just cant stick to them, i just keep giving up! =( i strongly feel nothing is working, nothing settles me, and nothing certainly has made any difference in the last 3 months - even if i do keep giving up and everything... oops!

More Snow Pictures..

These are some of the pictures i took today out side my house .. still some 'snow' but most of it is like ice.. *sigh* but still looks pretty on the car =)



 
 
 
 


ok thats enough.. but can see all my pictures on facebook >> Here << lol

Hmmm.. so alike..?

i just watched the film Yes Man .. and it is amazing and very funny.. gotta LOVE Jim Carrey..
Here are some clips..





Whilst watching this film, i noticed the girl 'Allison' looks remarkably like KATY PERRY... and i just thought it was her, apparently not, the girl who plays Allison is infact Zooey Deschanel... who was the girl from Elf...



i just google searched them both, and i cant get over how alike Katy & Zooey really are.. but then that could be my opinion or that i am just bit of a dumbass.. who knows, but i am still kinda amazed... take a look and see what  you think:
This Is Zooey Deschanel


And This Is Katy Perry:



..can you see the similarities.. or is it just me!? either way, they are both pretty girls and i think and feel strongly that they look-a-like!!

Friday, December 18

Snow Pictures..

Here are the pictures that i took between 04:30 & 05:00 this morning 18th december 2009.



 

 

 

 

These pictures were taken early hours, so i dont know whether they are good as i not really checked yet since i took them - oops!
...enjoy...

Let It Snow, Let It Snow, Let It Snow...!!

Today i was taken into town by the bested friend i could ever had asked for, he didnt have to take me out he could had ignored me, but no he didnt, he actually took me out of the house went into town everything..
i didnt buy anything, due to no money - yet.. but i think i got a few ideas for christmas presents either way.
mind u in saying that i recieved my first christmas card and christmas present last night from a friend =) first christmas present from a friend i believe in a very long time.. so i am quite chuffed to be honest, but still i aint gonna open it till christmas.. hehe
I had a bloody snow ball thrown at me from me mate and then i made a mini snow man on the bench lol he was well tiny.. but i couldnt do him properly as my hands were bloody cold...
I was really nervous about getting into town, on the bus i completely forgot what i was doing and where i was going .. and then when i got into town and could see loads of people my head felt heavy and i started feeling faint.. but i was brave and stuck it out and me and my friend went into town, was weird and was fiddling with my sleeves on my coat loads and in shops i was playing with the drawstring bit on the coat that supposed make it tight or loose..
We went around few shops, not many and then went into Morrisons and i got me some doughnuts and chocolate biccies *yum*
On the way home i was clinging onto the seat for dear life, god knows why but i just keep feeling nervous all the time no matter what i do where i go etc. its crazy crazy crazy!!! - i was going to take some pictures but by time we got there it had melted and was all slushy from the various buses and cars going round.. so that was bit disapointing.. but still i got some snaps before.. although thinking about going into the garden and making a snow man - again teehee.

Snowmans..

Here are some snow man images i found on google.. i have not been out there yet to make my own, but i am tempted to go out there and build one now, i can assure you!



 

 

... oh and i had to add THE snowman in too - he is snowman afterall and to do with winter etc ...




 

i so want to go and build my own now lol

Snows...

Here are some images of snow that i found google searching, thought i would add because different images and in different places look cooler.

Enjoy...